Showing posts with label heart broken. Show all posts
Showing posts with label heart broken. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

sh*ttt

After switching off the light, i lied on my bed...
"PIAKKK" a loud sound comes out underneath my leg...

Arghhh, my god...my specs~~~ gone :(
Half gone, there goes my 6-yrs specs...
The specs which follow me for 6 yrs ended its life on my bed...
Makes me so sad...
I love tis specs very much bcuz tis is the most comfortable specs that i had wore b4~~
Cant bear to change it althought it looks quite old...


p/s: luckily i din give my new specs bac to my mum..if not i think i will be on MC becuz iam "blind"...haha, cant drive to work...

Friday, May 8, 2009

sHueH~~

*pengsan*

reli veri shueh recently...

Car railling full of ANTS (not 2 say full la, 10-20++), use sheltox 2 spray my whole car :'( ; then on the next day,
My car bumper being scratch by the motorbike while waiting at the trafic light, omg so shueh.. but luckily it doesn't leave any obvious scratches; then later,
I went to wash my car, my booth leak water & my pity laptop bag is soak with water, I realise it only when i reach home, omg lagi shueh (but lucikly my laptop is not wet, gd-going laptop bag); then later when i go back home,
My car is being knock by motorbike AGAIN at the side mirror, i wanna CRY d la..y so shueh de~~~ but my car is stil ok la; then later during the nite,
I scratch each of my knees continously at different places (my right knee bleed a lil, stil can walk la)...

haiz~~~duno y ll the things come 2 me at one time, mayb iam unluckily tat time~~ -.-

However, among all these blues, i had a lil event which brighten my dim--get my 2nd order jor lu...keke, a veri gd present for my bday ^^ hopefully everything will go right la =)

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

LiFe is uNpredicCtabLe

My company is not doing very well recently, i mean in terms of "feng shui".
Everybody are chasing for time, being scold by customer, fall sick....

This few days, I get to know that my pregnant colleague has some problem with her baby gal.
At first when she went for check-up, doctor told her that her baby had a hole in the heart, but still yet to be confirm after a full check-up and scaning. Today, she had been informed by her doctor that her baby had down-syndrome. *Shock* It is really heart-breaking to see a very cheerful lady turning into a silent and sad person, haiz~~~

I can't believe that this situation is happening around me, normally we will just see these cases in tv or newspaper, but it eventually happens beside me.

Hopefully she can make it over this tough period. "jiayou gal, u can make it de....remember u still have us supporting u in office oh" *pray hard for you*

p/s: Post this blog is not to remind her about all this sad things, is juz 2 give another reminder to all of u out there, life is veri precious, try 2 cherish every time & moment in ur life...
I noe everybody is bz earning money in such a down economy period, but i think sometimes we may lost our direction upon tonnes and tonnes of works.

So, dun forget 2 look up above ur bundle of files in office, relax for awhile. Have some times with ur loves one. ^^ (as i cant always be together with my love ones)

*jiayou everybody*

& thx to my parents for giving me such a gd health & life *love u all*

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

SaY gd-bYe 2 mY skY

"Next station, Newton..."
Omgggg, here it comes....iam so scare scareeeee~~~
On the date of 23/11/08 (sunday), is my scariest day in my whole 2008... SIA (Singapore Airline) interview is held in Sheraton's Tower Hotel. *As i mentioned b4 tat iam goin for a flight-stewardess job*

B4 entering the hotel, i saw some pretty gals walk out from the hotel. This make me even more nervous and less confidence as they reali look veri pretty... Thx 4 my meimei who clam me down by saying "Haiyo, no need scare la, u are much taller than them la" keke :P

So after fixing my make up in the toilet, i started queing-up for the registration as the line is getting longer & longer. So i start at around 12pm...


Iam all ready....queing-up


Finish making up and tidying my clothes.. take 1 full-length photo *blink*
So, this are the following situation which happens during my interview ( 2 make my story short la):


12.00pm--
Queue-up for my registration...The registration includes measuring my height & see whether i can reach a line of 210cm high. yuppie, saya boleh =)


The queue in front of me, iam stil waiting 4 the registration

The queue behind me, so u can imagine how many ppl come 4 the interview


2.00pm--
Stil queing up~~~walao,my high heels are making my poor feet ache like nobody business & now is my turn..notice, i queue up for a freaking 2 hours juz for that freaking registration

My meimei waitin 2gether wif me, muacks ^^


2.05pm--
Done my registration, but stil need 2 wait again..wait for the 1st round interview (heard that there are 4 rounds altogether)..*calm down abit*

2.45pm--
Stil waiting.. We sense something wrong as many of the candidates that came after me when into the waiting hall d, so me & my new-knowed-fren went 2 ask...

2.50pm--
walao~~~our form missing d,nvm,they ask us (a group of us,so shuei...) 2 refill the form again..

3.00pm--
finally, they call us (8 gals in a group) 2 the waiting hall for our 1st round interview...Our group number is 85... So agak-agak, got around 600++ candidates came 4 the interview...OMG!!!

3.45pm--
"Group 85"they called...cham,my turn, my turn...iam shaking all over now,so so scare..


1st Round Interview,
We need 2 introduce ourself one by one and iam the 1st person, lagi shake...& i sort of miss 1 question which is asked by the interviewee. Nvm, its ok...juz kip on talking...on & on & on~~

After that, 8 of us wait outside the hall for the 1st round result...Among the 8 of us, 3 of us make it through the next round...& Iam One Of Them!!! Iam so so so so hapi (same as my meimei who waited there so long 4 me)


Uniform-testing Round
3 of us then proceeded 2 the next session...Uniform-testing,iam so excited abt it~~~ Am i dreaming?? wearing a real SIA flight-stewardess uniform..Can u imagine that, how on the earth that i can ever wear a SIA air-stewardess uniform ...

This round test us abt cat-walk, talking skills, 2 see whether we r suitable in wearing their uniform and also 2 check whether there are scars on our exposed-part-body (such as legs and hands)

So, we r given 5 minits 2 change our outfit,tie-up our hair (for those who have long hair), take off all our acessories..


Unfortunately & sadly, i din pass this round...u noe y??

For my guess la, my catwalk did not go so smoothly,hehe...no la...I think it is becuz of my left hand, there is a scar which is left behind during my europe trip (S**t)...aiks~~~

duno how 2 respond 2 that...feel sad lo when i noe abt the result...*i guess so la*

The scar which is "not passed", see?? but the interviewee saw it veri clearly,alamak



But i am quite satisfy 2 pass through the 1st round & i heard that veri veri few ppl pass the 2nd round (like 2 out of 10 gals)
Nvm, can try my luck next time..who noes,i got it leh..
Thx 2 my dearest dearest meimei who company me through the whole process (although she din went in la)...reali wanna sek sek her d,i think she is more exhausted than me~~~


Pity meimei, see how tired is she in the mrt, so paiseh la....reali thx oh =)


& one more thing...iam 170cm, not 172cm (hehe,become shorter d).


Thx 2 all my frenz who waited and asked 4 my interview result~~~

Reali thx 4 all ur concern, although iam stil abit dissapointed, but all urs words make me feel much much better.... Love u all ^^

Friday, November 7, 2008

BleEding lOvE

Being hurt by somebody important 2day~~~*moody*


Basically, this person din done anything wrong 2 me, but y i get so aggressive after the words come out of "that some1's" mouth...
some1 said b4 tat the more u care 2 the person, the more angry or mind wat they had done 2 us...你越在乎他,你就会越在意他对你说过的话、做过的事,即便是很小的事...

i dun mean 2 be angry or sad, is juz tat the "blue-gloomy" feeling terrorize my heart and my typical black face starts to show out everywhere...i hated myself 2 be such a bad tempered person, throwing and hurting people beside me,who reali concern abt me..(u sure think iam a fake person rite...)

Originally, iam a bad-tempered person...mayb the "reali damn-hot weather" plus "job-hunting-pressure" plus "cant-online-streamxy" add on to my troubled mind, makes me wanna smash up all my things beside me (except for my laptop, camera and hp la)...




So, for those who had been hurt by me, iam reali sorry~~~


juz treat me as a children who wanted sweet from daddy mummy k?? ^^"








p/s: 2molo is my convo (08/11/08--->oh,nice number)....come & tk a picture wif me ya, but dun ask signature from me ya, i paiseh... *opps* =x